Sad poem. Skip this post.

Yes I wrote this. Yes, some of it rhymes, and no I don't care that some of it doesn't.
Yes, it's sad. I'm sorry so many posts are like this. Just in a really bad spot.
In fact, don't read it.


*Untitled*
The end is almost here
The days are slowly creeping by
Forever I have waited
But for tonight, again I cry
I want to look ahead and
I want to now adjust
But I cannot deny the feeling
Tonight my heart is crushed

This one hurt me
This one lost it
This one doesn’t care

You’re the oil to my water
He’s the reason I don’t share
Myself, in times of sadness

I’m treading water, loosing strength
Loosing faith in you
I fake a smile, fake a laugh
It’s only what I can do

He’s the one I really want,
But never will he notice
I’ll leave in May, move away
And I’ll never know the boldness of what we just might be

Resorting back to one would tear me down to ruin
But maybe it’s the best
Myself I have not proven
Worthy of much else
Than what it was

You ponder me ever?
I’m fonder of you.

My patience is starved
My alley is carved
How much longer will it take

For him to find me
For you to know me
To go back, this life, unmake